Loneliness?
Loneliness is a disease, an illness.
Loneliness is a scythe that rakes at your heart everyday; it will torment you until you cannot take it any more.
Loneliness will confuse you; it will make you turn against people, out of paranoia that they will leave you alone. Again.
Just when you think you have beaten it, Loneliness will watch from the shadows. Watch you, as you descend ever deeper into a false sense of elation, only to snatch it away when you begin to heal.
it will change you; break you. Listen to it, for it knows what is best for you. Obey, and be lonely.
Loneliness.
It's a vice; a tourniquet...
And I love it.
